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This look on Dutch's face breaks my heart every single time I see it.
He just saw Hosea get gunned down like a dog and he is barely able to comprehend it. He's already in such a high stress situation and it just got a million times worse.
Dutch knows people will die in their life: "We have lofty goals. We're trying to reform society to a truer and kinder way- now of course, there are going to be casualties." He knows that people will die, but just his face alone shows that he never could actually comprehend the fact that HOSEA of all people could die in their line of work.
He has known Hosea for over half his life. Hosea was his best friend. They watched each other grow. They watched each other fall in love. They watched each other go through the pain of losing their loved ones. They have fished and hunted. They sang and danced and cooked up schemes and told stories and just had fun with one another. They raised three children- Arthur, John, and Tilly. They raised them from two feral boys and a girl to grown men and a woman. They taught kids how to survive. They gave them an education.
They have seen the happiest and darkest days of their life.
Hosea was his best friend. Hosea was the one constant in his life. Others would come and go, but Hosea would always be there. They'd make it to Australia or Tahiti or to the original plan of the west and can look at each other and say they actually made it.
Hosea was always there, his partner in crime, his dearest and best friend, his brother in everything but blood- he can't die.
He can't.
But he did die. He gets gunned down like a dog and all those years are gone just like that.
Hosea is dead and Dutch dies with him. Maybe he was just a good actor before, but whether it was just that or not, the man that Arthur showed so much respect to, who he would laugh with and have fun with, was gone.
Hosea is dead and Dutch dies with him. Arthur loses two parents that day.
And it breaks my heart.
#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#arthur morgan#dutch van der linde#john marston#hosea matthews#character analysis#story analysis#shit breaks my heart#like ☹️
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Rewatching breaking bad. And what do you mean that fanart of saul and jesse riding go karts together isn’t canon
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his ex gf who was 18-19 when they dated is going to get so much flack for this and she’s going to get the courtney love treatment where people make this out to be Her Fault except even worse bc she was actually a victim of stalking from him and he died by either suicide or an accident resulting from intoxication right after she took legal action against him. horrible horrible horrible
#i don’t feel bad for liam at all but i hope maya henry is ok :( my heart breaks for her#i hope she has a good support system around her#also i forgot to mention this in the post but she came forward about liam forcing her to get an abortion she didn’t want#he was genuinely just a piece of shit
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Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#ouhhhhhhhh im never gonna be able to emotionally recover from watching that animated short#ever since it came out a couple days ago just thinking of these two makes me feel like my heart is physically being ripped in half#i cant stop thinking about how Clervie was the only person in Arlecchino's life that she truly loved#like dont get me wrong Arlecchino loves her children in her own detached-fucked up way as much as any person with her amount of trauma can#but Clervie meant so much to her that even just her presence alone kept Arle's curse at bay#and it seems that no one other than Clervie herself has ever been able to break this unemotional/detached wall that Arle has put up#and maybe no one else ever will#DONT GET ME WRONG I still fw arle x other female harbingers like that shit is still peak#but oh my god the idea that arle never moved on after clervie's death and will never love anyone the way she loved her makes me want to SOB
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can we pleasee please please stop fucking fearmongering and blaming trans men for the predstrogen situation. please god. posts about "trans men teaming up with terfs to get trans women banned!" with zero sources all over my dash. blaming "transandrophobia truthers" for all the transmisogyny. have you all lost your fucking minds?? what the fuck happened to t4t??? what the fuck happened to trans solidarity??? why is "transfem separatism" even a subject worth entertaining????
anyone who says other trans people are the enemy is a fucking fed. jesus christ
#my blood is fucking boiling right now and my heart is breaking#i keep seeing people go off the deep end with 'trans men arent oppressed! trans men face no discrimination because they have male privilege#its the fucking 2010 “trans men are betraying their female gender!” shit all over again!#transandrophobia#fleapit's patented rants#sorry im just. so sick of it.#saw it from a fucking FORCE-MASC BLOG like are you serious???
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best friendisms
bonus <3
#do you think they have heart-shaped bff locket necklaces#barnaby has a picture of wally in his. wally's has a picture of an apple#no one told him he was supposed to put a pic of barnaby in it </3 tragic </3#now if you all will excuse me im gonna go eat tylenol cereal and also shove my head through the wall#they make me Unwell <3#Supremely Unwell <3#theyre!!! theyre besties!!! they are best friends!!! holy shit!!!#sniffling sobbing wailing crawling on the ceiling etc etc#what a time to be alive... to be able to Appreciate them....#big guy & his lil buddy.... OUAAWOOOOOOOOOOO AGHHHHH OUGHHHHHHHH#i think about barnaby and wally. i take minecraft damage#my healthbar has been dangerously low lately <3#scribble garnish#welcome home#barnaby b beagle#wally darling#welcome home puppet show#sobbing vfx. glass breaking vfx. car crash vfx. banshee wailing vfx-#if anything happens to them i will#Enjoy It Greatly!!!#i will! it would hurt So Fucking Much but id have a great time!#anyway drawing this took ten years off my life. at first i scribbled barnaby's paw Backwards#so i had to completely change half of it#and just. sigh. i Was gonna color it but it took more energy than i thought it would#and really! who has the Energy these days!!! certainly not me!#there are still Mistakes but yk.... whatever... its fine perfection is an impossible achievement anyway <3
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By @cvnfvse
#sadnees#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit#i'm sad#tw depressing stuff#depressing life#childhood trauma#quotes#poetic#childhood#mixed art#truamacore#heart break#i hate everything#kill my thoughts#kill my feelings#kill my life#did you go and make promises you can't keep?#toxic parents#i am in pain#are you proud of me#depressiv#i want to diiieeee#digital art#trauma#sad poetry#photoblog#poem#this is a cry for help#cptsd vent
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ST*RKERS DNI
#yeah i keep on breaking my heart w shit like this#tony stark#howard stark#harley keener#peter parker#morgan stark#mcu#iron dad and spider son#original quote
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I know Dick chose the Robin name but it’s so apt that Batman always has a Robin basically on his shoulder, cause of that phrase when a Robin appears, loved ones are near.
He’s always fighting for his loved ones and they’re always with him.
#or something#idk#I’m having a shit week and articulation is hard#and I want to break my own heart#dick grayson#batman#Robin#bruce wayne
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people bitching and moaning about fob "turning mainstream" as if that was never the entire point of fall out boy. that's In the goddamn dna of the band, it's baked into the ethos of why the band started in the first damn place. to be accessible to kids and especially to girls, who were often ridiculed and shunted out of the hardcore community. to be a gateway to bands that aren't as mainstream. to comment on the society they live in, as they live in it. people act like fall out boy "turning mainstream" was some kind of "betrayal" when from the start they were seizing on the trends of the time, putting their unique, unhinged fall out boy spin on them, and shooting them back out as a funhouse mirror. take this to your grave capitalized on the pop-punk zeitgeist that was big in the late 90s and early aughts and put their own spin on it: enmeshed catchy choruses with high-dexterity lyrical & linguistic skewerwork. infinity on high was basically a massive critique of the scene they were in - this ain't a scene it's a goddamn arm's race is a fucking thesis statement on what it is to be catapulted into fame in an industry that wants nothing more than a thousand cookie-cutter copycat acts of a successful formula, and fall out boy WAS the formula everyone desperately wanted to emulate. american beauty / american psycho blended sampling and modern hip-hop stylings with polished pop-rock and pointed those songs back at the snapshot of the 2010s we all lived in: commenting on racial injustice and the freeze-frame nature of relevancy. but even then they weren't doing it quite right - because fall out boy never does things quite right, they're never quite conventional, whether it's wentz's darkly confessional lyrics double-bagged in metaphor or stump's distinctive clear tenor or trohman's inescapable rock 'n roll edge or hurley's thunderous hardcore-punk-rock soul.
this band has always been too clever for its own critics, is the thing. but then, they always knew that. they knew they had a thriving fanbase of largely female fans so they were going to be mocked and belittled and ridiculed. they weren't quite right. they weren't quite so easy to market. pete wentz had to have all his hard edges filed off and cut down to size, skin lightened, literally whitewashed ("i feel like a photo that's been overexposed") to hell and back, even as he was marketed as the pretty boy of the band. and the other three members never even bothered with the spotlight: the soft-spoken vegan straightedge anarchist drummer and the wry, wisecracking, whip-clever guitarist who was more concerned with being the connective tissue than anything and the reticent vocalist who sang the words and wrote an awful lot of music but wasn't really the guy fronting the band. wentz's charisma carried the band, because the rest of them were really just some guys and never aspired to be anything else.
fall out boy is too pop. fall out boy is too mainstream. fall out boy isn't the real poster child of the emo movement. other bands are better. even within fall out boy's own narrative, they are repeatedly ignored, sidelined, and belittled, as though they weren't one of the only acts from the big 00s emo-pop movement to successfully not just survive the transition from the aughts to the '10s, and then later from the '10s to the '20s, but to thrive in it without banking on nostalgia. this band was supposed to be a flash in the pan. they weren't supposed to last and they weren't supposed to get big. they started off in joe's parents' attic because joe and pete were sick of how exclusionary and homophobic the hardcore scene was.
i think it's high time that people acknowledge how fall out boy has repeatedly succeeded where most of their other peers failed. cunning, clever, capable, and hyper-aware of the space they occupy in the culture surrounding them. that they are just as powerful, important, and artistic as any of the other bands in the scene that others might deify at their expense. that they deserve a hell of a lot more respect than they get from critics or hardcore punks who think they sold out. i hope one day they get that recognition. because they've earned it, time and time again, and the more i see people pushing back against that, the more certain i become of its inevitability.
#fall out boy#fob#*making poasts#this was supposed to be a pithy 3 sentence post but i kept going#just another Day In The Life of someone who sees a lot of garbage takes and gets tired#mostly i just shrug em off cause you know. what else is new. this has been going on since day 1.#but it saddens me. it saddens me that these guys are ridiculed for this still.#it breaks my heart that patrick isnt taken seriously as a composer in some circles because hes the guy from fall out boy.#it breaks my heart that people won't acknowledge pete as one of the most distinctive lyricists of our generation.#it breaks my heart that andy and joe are discredited and shit on within metal circles specifically because they're in fall out boy.#i hope they know that we get it. we get it and we're proud of them. no matter what.
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someone teach this woman how to genuinely laugh<3
#her beavis and butthead laugh is breaking my heart#btw she's still a piece of shit and i hate her<3#agatha harkness#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers
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Sometimes I think about how Merlin took place over 10 years—a whole decade—and the thought of the show spanning that long feels entirely too long and like an infinite amount of time and that it can’t actually have been ten years
And then I think about how Merlin is 16-18 in the first season. And I just—
That means, at the oldest, Merlin was only 28. He wasn’t even 30
And then I just start losing my mind for a whole different reason
#Merlin#bbc Merlin#Arthur pendragon#merthur#I’m just#so unwell about this show#HOW does it take place in a decade?#how does it ONLY take place in a decade?#Merlin is a baby for most of the show#I’m freaking 22 and I can barely cook myself dinner consistently#and Merlin was just#casually saving the kingdom#became a whole dragon lord#god he was like?#idek#founding the round table and shit by the time he was my age#and my heart just breaks a little#because he should have been protected#and instead he had to protect the world#what’s that goddamn quote?#about protecting the world and being the chosen one and how it’s an honor and a burden?#yeah that was written for Merlin
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A couple more horses that I drew! They're Horses.
Less detailed than Moxxi horse, they don't even get their own unique colored rectangles.
#my art#borderlands#angel the siren#timothy lawrence#horseyyyyy#I beg that you find it in your hearts to forgive me.#i kiind of fudged the wires n shit in angels head but shes a horse here sooooo#i still need a break from drawing anything with any deeper meaning still#maybe I'm just tired or smth.
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#most people would take a day off after having a shit week#i on the other hand decided to break my own heart#my gifs#my edits#levi#levi ackerman#levi heichou#captain levi#attack on titan#aot#shingeki no kyojin#shingeki no kyoujin
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BRUH WHO YOU TRYING TO CONVINCE YOU SNORING SO LOUD THAT CARDBORD CUTOUTS OF HADES IS FUCKING SPINNING
#hades 2#hades ii#hades 2 spoilers#new hades update screams#I fucking love his lazy ass#hearing him laughing is making my hear ache#please hypnos I need your very useful advice to survive mentaly#tho I belive that mel will take his stupid ass comments to the heart#If he'll break mellinoe's heart nem will beat the shit out of him#well nem will beat the shit out of him anyways so...
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thinking bout hal and jake and how their interactions went in homestuck again. god, imagine having a best friend (who you also have a wild crush on) that youve known for years, talked to him about everything, from dumb shit to the deepest desires and insecurities youve ever had. then you decide to create an ai out of your own brain and suddenly its you whose got the short end of the stick and youre stuck, without a body, in a pair of glasses. and youd think, this fucking sucks, but at least i have my friends, right? but your friends dont think about you as "you" anymore. now you're just a program, ai created by the real deal to talk to them when he doesnt have time to do it.
and your best friend? he cant fucking stand you. he sees you only as an obstacle in his way to talk to the real you, but youre YOU too, right? all the parts are the same, the memories are the same, your feelings are the same, but youre not REAL YOU anymore. now youre just an annoyance they have to get through if they want to talk to the guy you were before and you still are.
god. id go fucking apeshit too.
#homestuck#lil hal#hal strider#dirk strider#jake english#hal and davesprite got such a short end of the fucking stick in homestuck they break my heart#its so unfair holy shit#i have an entire convo written for turnabout between jake and hal bout this exact thing#they beat the shit outta each other while theyre at it its glorious
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